Just Not Feelin' It...Pt. 2

I'm just getting back from the Calvary Chapel East Coast Men's Conference...and it was SUCH a blessing!  It just seemed like every session was tailor-made for me, specifically.  It just felt like I was the center of God's attention...it was lovely.  Still, this morning at the last session of the conference, I was so tired from Saturday night's fellowship at the Waffle House...and when it was time for worship, I just didn't feel like singing--too tired.  Then, I remembered my last post; so I reminded myself of who God is and I decided to praise Him regardless of how I felt.  I struggled to focus as I sang in worship, but God met me where I was and it was wonderful--the conference closed out in an amazing fashion!

Afterward, I read today's entry in a little book titled My Utmost for His Highest.  It's a wonderful 365-day devotional by Oswald Chambers (I highly recommend it).  It really spoke to me.  Here's the entry:

Instant in Season

"Be instant in season, out of season."

2 Timothy 4:2

Many of us suffer from the morbid tendency to be instant "out of season."  The season does not refer to time, but to us--"Be instant in season, out of season," whether we feel like it or not.  If we do only what we feel inclined to do, some of us would do nothing forever and ever.  There are unemployables in the spiritual domain, spiritually decrepit people, who refuse to do anything unless they are supernaturally inspired.  The proof that we are rightly related to God is that we do our best whether we feel inspired or not.

One of the great snares of the Christian worker is to make a fetish of his rare moments.  When the Spirit of God gives you a time of inspiration and insight, you say--"Now I will always be like this for God."  No, you will not, God will take care you are not.  Those times are the gift of God entirely.  You cannot give them to yourself when you choose.  If you say you will only be at your best, you become an intolerable drag on God; you will never do anything unless God keeps you consciously inspired.  If you make a god of your best moments, you will find that God will fade out of your life and never come back until you do the duty that lies nearest, and have learned not to make a fetish of your rare moments.